thunder_empress | belated Merry Christmas and messy love squares

I hope everyone had Happy Holidays, I really enjoyed my gifts...but with my new job I haven't had a whole lot of time for celebrating, so it was nice to have at least one day off!

[TOTAL FAIL-LOCK TO SELF - She's still really bad at this]

I can't really talk to Rei-chan or Ami-chan about this and it would be impossible to talk to Usagi-chan about this since she's also got a crush on Motoki-san...but I think I did something really stupid.

I guess writing in a journal about doing stupid things is what a normal girl would do, so okay!

Well as is stands Motoki-san does have a girlfriend, but Usagi and I are trying to win his heart anyway because Reika-san is supposed to be leaving the country for Africa so she can study...so it's fair game, right? Right! No hard feelings, no fractured friendships, whoever Motoki-san falls in love with he falls in love with...

...but then I talked to Reika-san and she was so depressed trying to choose between her future and Motoki. For some reason I think I encouraged her to stay...though I guess I was a little forceful about it, saying she'd fall between two stools if she tried to pick between studying abroad and the man she loves. If she's thinking about it like that then why go in the first place!?

Why should anyone have to sacrifice their dreams, no matter how big they are or how many they have? If a person can take just one small step forward then they're that much stronger aren't they!

Eh? Am I being encouraging again...either I'm an idiot or I really do want Reika-san to be my worthy love rival. That's how it is.